Day 33

 

27/11/2024 - Wednesday

Saint Fatima - Heliopolis - Cairo

I struggled to have a good sleep. It was one of the worst nights ever. It was not just a heavy one, but it was full of anxiety and overthinking. I changed my sleeping place twice and failed to sleep. I went to work with my heavy head and mind. I had a bitter morning because I was barely awake. I went to the office and had a nice time there, although my mind was still in big trouble. I struggled to arrive home as the streets were overcrowded. I  spent two hours stuck in the traffic. While I was on my way back home, I couldn't resist my mind anymore, so, I contacted NJ. I had deep feelings of tiredness and sickness. I was walking without an ounce of energy, falling into my mazes of blackness, questioning every decision in my life, losing hope, and will to continue my MA studies after all these dying efforts to get this extra year. I kept resisting, breathing. Everything is dust in the wind. So, decided to have dinner, and have a deep sleep in the master room without any disturbance. Fortunately, Thursday is my day off, so there are no commitments. I even skipped the AEW Dynamite episode. 

Rate of the day: 6/10